School has been a bore.

not the company, nor the food. we go to shangeri-la everyday k haha, and now that our school sells sushi, pastries, kaya toast, softboiled eggs and mixed rice stall having fried eggs and jap toufu everyday, what more can i ask for? all my favorites. but fuck that we have long breaks, and im really disgusted. to think that the school actually invested a five digit sum of money to construct the perfect timetable for all? so breaks for as long as two and a half hours's perfect for students!! screw the school.

thursday saw me going to school the usual time, and by right school ends at 5.30pm that day. the thing is that we go to school for say what, nine hours? and we only have lessons for like four hours, the rest are just freaking breaks! i start school at 11am, but have to reach at the normal time and that's 7.30am. what the fuck. so every even thursdays would be spent idling, or sleeping in school... i'd rather sleep at home right, what a waste of time going to school..

friday, which was yesterday. the only thing i looked forward to was PE, so we didnt go for pe on thurs, i supposed the rest would be going on friday, somemore it's not in the afternoon or something, i was hoping to play some games which i can sweat like mad. then, who knows only six of us were intending to head for PE, and with six, what else can we play. jesus christ! i cant imagine myself not doing any exercises for the next five months or so, i mean at least you play some games every week right. and the fact that we eat quite a bit and mostly unhealthy stuff, the more we should try our best to you know, move a little? k nevermind, not the main thing i wanna rant.
so yesterday, mrs wee didnt come to school and we had three and a half hours break, look carefully three and a half hours. thats like 210minutes!!! omgwtfbbq right. our first lesson other than pe was at 12.30pm! i'm complaining, yes i am. i hate the new timetable, cant imagine i got to live with it for the next five months. i couldve spent my time doing something wiser! just take away my breaks. sigh life sucks, that much.

didnt take much pictures the past week. but i met goodfrens on wednesday when i had no school, both authentic and non-authentic lol. but yeah i shouldve did homeschooling or just go on holiday like how dan skipped both thursday and friday, dumb i'm like dumb.

someone's making me really confused. i hate it. i really hate it.
i sound like a girl with lots of hatreds in me, that's not true. idk, i think life's really unfair. i miss missing someone dearly. that feeling kind of, disappeared forever, i guess. emomomo, mojojojo.

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Give me therapy,

I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything
Therapy, You were never a friend to me
And you can keep all your misery

zn: my mom just came back from truly asia.
jm: truly asia?
zn: malaysia larrrr

i just created a tumblr, not to blog, but to follow a couple of links. so yeah, dont have to stalk me there lolll.

right after friday's paper, i headed home for a comfy nap before heading out to town. like i always tell the rest, i'm just eight numbers away, and true enough, well i was free anyway and shopping mood was on. minz :) definitely a perfect day for shopping since i've managed to get myself some yummy stuff - two pretty shades and two denims. it was all worthwhile i guess, even though i'm still pretty bummed over the fact that i've spent half of my allowance this month. we wanted to do some crazy girlie stuff? but didnt know what to, just headed to this carpark available. i wanted to climb onto someone's car and just sit there and capture a few pictures, but apparently, i dont dare. i dont fucking dare. it'll be nasty if the car alarm activates, well do you call that a car alarm? whatever it is, you get what i mean. so just a picture with that damn car for all eyes. there're few more pics at minz's.

well, meet my new friends- my new friends whom i'll hang out with pretty often now and in future. hell yeah to new adventures together! haha.

sat night was cool, we stayed over at harald's, tried to come out with some riffs. our first stayover together, so i thought it was kinda worthy to blog about? alright we had maggi for supper, the guys were trying to get some inspirations and working on some ideas, webcammed with pv , lol funny moments, then stayed awake till the next morning, macs, the guys went to sleep for as long as seven hours, wowww because i dont quite remember when was the last time i slept for over six hours. well but the main thing yesterday which i was all amused was oh because i have no experience and no idea in writing originals, so it actually sounds kinda fun and i'm pretty stoked when they were saying that we'll try to write our own song. but you know, it isnt that easy, though it sounded like child's play. fuck people who think so. but like i said, it was all cool. hopefully we'll be able to come out with some cool stuff, cool lyrical, energetic ones, wow. it would kill haha.

i brought blake over, i used to think that my blake is one of the cutest non living thing, but hanliang showed me that i was wrong. sorry blake, you know mom loves you, but i just cant get over the fact that hanliang's so good. i'm even tempted to get a new guitar, i know im not good in playing or any shit, but yeah, love the sound and all. argh, this is not good.
alright i'll just throw in a couple of pictures before i end my post,

this is random but i realise we all have twitter now,
@zhengning @hellotawei @talksomemao @hanliang_hanns

two more papers to go before i end my midyears.
but for me, i self declared that my exams ended last friday actually. oh wait, i think i self declared that there wasnt even bt, and i'm still having holidays.

Pretty face, but the chase ain’t worth the prize.

I’m gonna break your little heart, watch you take a fall, laugh it all the way to the hospital ‘cause there’s nothing surgery can do. I’m gonna break your little heart in two.

Nothing personal's leaked online! yeah i preordered it, but still, i cant help but to download them right away. cant get enough of therapy, sick little games, the party song and keep the change you filthy animal, gonna be on repeat. oh and of course, the first two singles and the rest of the listings. quote gaskarth, "our new record's better than your new shoes." definitely the soundtrack for my lonely nightssss haha, long nights and crazy days that is :)

Sway your head,

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this is really late, but happy birthday jm!!!! didnt have a chance to blog about it hmmm, so on sunday we headed out for a little celebration. it was nothing amusing this year, just a simple celebration but definitely full of our love and sincerity, hee. had a meal at crystal jade, before heading over to esplanade to just chill and we actually hid her present behind the bushes, but alright it was pretty obvious so she found it in less than five minutes? no fun man haha, i wanted to act like somemore. well i dont know but like i wrote in her card, man next year we wont be able to celebrate her birthday with her anymore since she'll be all the way in china. i wonder how's china's birthday celebration like, could it be like new year? you have to wear red on your birthday lol i dont know, haha jingmin-er lol shall tell us about it next year.

alright so basically, school reopened and for two days straight(i dont know how long must we do this), we have been heading to classroom to get our temperatures taken before the papers. oh and we cant leave school from jacob ballas bridge, which means i have to walk all the way out from the side gate/main gate to the express way for my 966, which is nothing but just a waste of time. seriously, i can save like about 10x2 = 20 mins walking from jacob ballas instead of the side gate which is like so far away. damn.

we had chem p3 as well as econs p2 already. so i did like about 20/80 marks worth of questions for chem yesterday, and slept through the paper. damn, my calculator fell from the table and now it's not working anymore. chem is such an ass..... haha. okay and econs today, even much better. i slept for more than an hour, our paper for today is erm two hours fifteen minutes? it's like we got to complete three full questions, which means six parts of essay? i did two full one though. and two not even half complete, and conveniently left out two. there's nothing up in my head actually, i cant even pen some crap down on the answer sheet. sleep was on my mind.

well actually i dont know why am i updating stuff on this block test, i mean i didnt even put in any effort.. or rather, i didnt even give a damn for block test. didnt even try to attempt the questions i dont know, but im not trying to show off or anything, nothing much to show off either, you wont want grades like mine anyway. it's just, i dont know. what am i challenging actually? i keep telling myself that i'm preparing for A fucking levels and not dumbo block test, but yeah you know, i'm full of excuses. i just hope i wont be so fucked up after this week. i really need to get my ass off skiving. yeah yeah, i knew that everyone's mugging their heads off, even for that dumb block test or even just for the final exam, well fuck i am totally aware of that.. but where's the pressure? why cant i feel any pressure? i feel like a sloth. all i do is going online, and chatting with strangers on omegle lol, not really. wait, all i do is going online, and just staying online for as long as i want to even when i've got nothing to do. yeah, that's right.
like what the fuck.

sorry i'm a boring person, all i do is just to post about how dumb and how fucked up i am.