December 30, 2008


- finish college.
- get healthier.
- learn how to save money better.
- come out of my shell.

1.take at least a self potrait of myself every day (lol!) 2.wear lipstick, or at least some sort of stain more often, not just gloss/balm 3.enjoy life and be happy even though there's exams and all to handle 4.learn to make lapis sagu and actually get good at it 5.learn to sew and make my own clothes 6.drink and get drunk, and find out how a hangover feels like 7.fall in love all over again 8.spread the love 9.wonderful 18th birthday ideas for my loves 10.& lots of happy faces

December 13, 2008

Why do you race through my red lights?

i found the ultimate antkiller.
so as usual, i'm still up at some ungodly hour. went to the kitchen... and to my horror, i saw not one, but a few ant trials and those ants are like super black and big, compared to the usual ones i encountered at home. sigh my house is full of ants, tmd. i cant use my way of killing ants (using scotch tape and tape them all up wahaha), neither could i use the powder method, they are crawling on the walls! so i went to seek help, and my sis came to my rescue. she killed the ants from a distance manz, sprayed baygon on the wall and the ants, one by one fell off the wall and laid dead on the floor. woohoo! i love to see ants, dead :)

belated bday celebration with sishood on thursday. so yeah, i mentioned earlier, we headed to botanic gdns for our picnic! i was late, because i got lost and goodfren, it isnt because you wasnt with me k, so dont think too much lol. took some bus and ended up at the terminal station, in the end i took a cab down. and how could they start off without me right, tsk hungry ghost sial everyone. anyway i adore that two pictures above, dont they look so nice together.

quite sad that we wasnt able to have our picnic on the greengrassy areas, why did it rained! okay but thankfully we found a shelter. but aiyar, it would be nicer sitting down there enjoying the wind blowing right on our faces and making our hair messy, and taking tonnes of pictures with the pretty green colour around/behind us right. haha but anyhow, yeah we cant control the weather :(

thanks sishood for all the yummies! :DD will prepare for you all next time k, this time round i'm idling and contributed nothing to this picnic leh. okay we had the gift presentation ceremony, and the girls gave me this red colored box, heart shaped. and it holds so many red items! even the messages for me are written on red colored paper, really red to the extreme already. and i want to thank goodfriend especially for the red pencil case, she got it from aussie! thanks goodfriend's bestfriend for getting it!

i like this picture although my face looks weird here.
this is like the only picture that day which i dont look fat.. haaa.

they brought me to some flowerpowerpowder place. forced me to close my eyes someone, i'm afriad of the dark k, sobzx lol.

have no idea why mr banana is here too when celebrating with sishood lol!

hair is yay color.

headed to town after the rain subsided and guess what, we took neoprints.
my last neoprint was like, er how long ago. seriously i dont remember, i think it's in 06. gosh.. okay anw i dont have them with me yet, so yeah. oh and can you imagine we roamed around orchard er like an angmoh gang.....

fall out boy's live in sg's on 10th feb 09, and it's confirmed! coincides with their wordwide album launch. indoor stadium, tickets available on 16th dec. and opening band's heymonday! heymonday's awesome k, go cassadee! homecoming hoho.
okay, i have a fetish for female fronted bands..

December 11, 2008

Some kind of magic.

here is what i ate just now when i got back home,
bread with kaya & butter spread.
3 small packets of garlic greenpeas
1 packet oheya tidbits (yay frm sishood!)
4 packets of my fave greenpea snack, not the peas. one packet is actually quite a lot..
1 normal size packet of cheese flavoured nachos..

noooooo, wth and i got back home after 9!
and today's outing with sishood was supposedly healthy food day.
sishood brought tomyam noodles, healthy sandwiches, potato salad, lots of fruits and fruit juice! everything was so healthy and so tasty!! and ohymyshit what did i eat just now after i come home. told myself not to touch the tidbits until tomorrow.. but wts i ate one packet of peas, then..... okay and more and more and more and more and more. i am velly sad now :( :( i shouldnt even have touched anything except for the bread.
why i keep eating one ah, when i'm already some er fat sack of fat!
sigh.. i'm just angry with myself for not being able to control on the amt of junk i consume. mum, can you please stop buying me peas? ohmygod what did i say.

i hereby swear i will not touch tidbits for.. 3 days for now.

i swear i didnt edit this picture. everything's so red ard me and all, so that explains.

okay anyway, today was fun!!
saw many familiar faces on the streets, and i bumped into norman too! hah but most of all, i received my first ever bouquet of flowers in my whole entire life. seriously.
haha pathetic right, but aiyar anyhow, thankyou sishood:D:D i think they knew that i wanted flowers so badly. aiyar i love you all! thankyou for the picnic today even though it rained but it was fun because we found shelther, presents, and haha for accommodating me sial everybody wore red!
will update again after i've gotten pictures from the two shits plus goodfriend. i gave my camera a break from taking pictures outside today. hope you've rested well enough, and serve me better this weekend.

i shall go eat myself now. i really hate myself sometimes, arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh okay in my face.

December 10, 2008

Interesting useless facts.

A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes..
okay, so do you want to be a pig in your next life instead lol.

December 05, 2008

I'll tear this playhouse down.

i cut the hem of the tank away, and took out the seam ripper. was thinking of trying out the shredded tee thingy from camille's online tutorial. but, okay expected, i screwed it up! ended up having a few ugly holes on the tank. so i decided to drop that thought of making a shredded tee, and got the scissors instead, and cut a few more holes....

November 27, 2008

My mouth forfeits my words.

i detest people who lie.

anyway, i need someone to remind me to study after week one of december. i'm giving myself way more time to slack yup. all of my friends have started revising for next year already, wowsome bunch.. but this is scaring me, much. okay. but who am i to comment anything.
btw, i've not gotten any reminder from anyone that i should be studying, hmm so i was thinking.. er but why should i get reminders from them, aint i supposed to be the one reminding myself? quote, you have to depend on yourself zn, not anyone but yourself. but i'm someone who doesnt have self discipline at all please, okay maybe thats why i'm different from the rest, i'm unique like that yay! damn.. this ish sho sadzxzssxz zn yooo miserable soul~~
so i was reading my previous post..
hmm i just did my nails! :DD

forget it. i said, i'm not going to touch my books at all until december and i mean it. eh, no, i actually did touched schstuff a few days back. some lala sch mags and my gsc materials. so i separated them from my pile of schshitz and im going to bring them to the recycling bin! yay! i should've joined the environment club no.

mum kept asking me to stop eating just now :/ sorry mum, your daughter here just cant control herself, the tidbits and snacks you bought are just so tempting, i couldnt help it. sorry for wasting your money on buying me food and more food.. mum bought super a lot of tidbits, mainly peas, peas' snacks, peanuts, prawn crackers, cheese/greentea crackers, and butter cookies. to my horror, i finished almost everything while watching the teevee, leaving only some peanuts..? wth omg i didnt realise.. but i realise that mum likes to buy snacks i lovezzz. hmm and i still made her cook beehoon for me an hour after all the snacks, and she did. dad went out to buy charsiew(my fave) bread for brekkie next day and also because i might get hungry at night, and i just ate one lol..

what's wrong with me manz. i wonder, wonder. wonder..
it's not as if i'm thin, i'm like directly opposite!
wts okay this is scaring me..

i hate myself, i seem to potray myself as antisocial?!
nobody's fault but mine.
okay birthday wish number one, must make myself approachable..

November 17, 2008

Stomp is being a bitch to post up things that are totally fine.

so recently, stompers have been putting up other stuff to ruin all jcs reputation. the acjc one has no doubt, crossed the line. guessed everyone are aware of it from the news articles and all. last saturday, a stomper posted this article of some sa ruggers, celebrating the birthday of their team mate. today, another article of sa students is posted on the site, this time round, showing a group of guys doing 'taupok'?!

some people might think that maybe the sa birthday celebration was a bit too much too? but hellooo the taupok incident is merely about some students having fun, i dont see why stomper have to make a big fuss over it. nobody gets hurt too right! who did or had the taupok treatment before? countless! so what's the big deal? and erm the video of the ruggers, it may appear a bit too violent, but im sure they knows their limits and all? it is just a birthday celebration between goodfriends, and the birthday boy himself is willing. just to defend sa, zz i've read about the comments there and seriously, i think it's gonna ruin the sch's reputation somehow. i'm just really angry when people starts speaking ill of my school without getting the facts right. it's just.. a little bit of physical contact and not how the title sounds like, 'student's genitals slammed against pole'. read the comment posted by the guy in the picture please, before judging the school and how our culture is like. stompers are exaggerating the whole incident, so people stop believing the one sided stories. the acjc incident on the other hand very different from this one, but this thread has actually garnered as much backlash..

November 15, 2008

You dug your grave, you cant get out.


i want to be a hunter! but jm says i got to find my prey(s) first, which is very true :(
two more days to holidayz and i am anticipating! please call me i wanna go out.

happy birthday wenshit!
you'll make a good homemaker with lots of babies in the future, hahaha but please dont make babies too fast okay. so sorry we cant celebrate this special day with youuuuu, but okay we know you also dont wanna spare this day for us, hee and we also wont want to ask you out today lar. have fun with your beeeeeeee and we shall go picnic next week with no geeassshee as a burden already. yay to picnic yay

November 03, 2008


procrastination is so my forte.

November 02, 2008

Bright lights, boy, look around you .

cip. was ushering for the two shows, interesting. but i'm the slackest. i was walking around waving to kids, er and i was on the second level. so what i did was just to direct the parents where they should be seated. when they asked me where the restroom is, all i do is just to say, 'downstairs' LOL second show, i was literally one of the audience, sitting down comfortably. dont like to direct the traffic, but i thought pammy enjoyed her role much. ohyar, i didnt remove my nail polish, i the usher, had red nails. vice principal talked to me, so i hid my hand behind, ha. the kids are so kewwwwwwt. especially the pre nursery ones, awww i want all of them home!! hello wenshit it's a pity that you didnt come, if you did i think you gonna make babies right after that HAHA. okay the kindergarten ones are damn cute too please.

kiddo sean here is damn cute and handsome ttm.
*goodfrenz said to remove this line, so i removed*

anw goodfrenz, minz and cords are officially obsessed with little sean.
was amazed by how supportive the kiddos parents are, all of them. can easily feel their joy and all for their kids, see how proud they are of their kids. i can never see such scene or feel the strong supportive force elsewhere..

October 30, 2008

Breathe deeper, deeper.

got back our progress report today. E E U S C.
felt lucky, but like a failure too once again. felt lucky that i'm promoted, somehow i'm always lucky when it comes to crucial matters. felt damn stupid because i used to get A1 for maths and chem. yes chem. i'm now like getting 25/100, lowest in class. yes yes, from an A1 student in sec sch. tsk, i need help seriously.. my foundation is, crap. i'm nowhere near the answers, because er i leave blanks for almost everything, not because i have no time, but i'm just dumb like just dumb! i dont even understand what the shit chem is now. quoted from the remarks given: "in addition, she needs to place a lot more attention in chemistry." actually main point is that i have no interest in chem at all already. anyone willing to help me? anyone...? desperately needs a lot of help.............

back to the progress report. it appeared on the progress sheet that i skipped school 13days w/o valid reason this semester. hahah! er i misplaced my progress report for the first semester, but i remembered i skipped more than 10 days too. no wonder my conduct on my progress report is like, erm, a... fair. hahah! first time in my life please.

October 29, 2008

I made an awkward bow.

great, i'm down with mild fever now. that's an addition to my flu and cough. hate to be sick.
last day of school today, but we still got to report to school tmr for op dry run. hmm, i just cant wait for the actual day, but for now, just please let me regain my voice. seriously, i wonder how am i gonna present tomorrow, i cant even project my voice. skipped gsc as usual today, erm and today's the last lesson before gsc a lvl examination. goodfriend's very nice, she tried to persuade me to go for lesson, but sorry goodfriend.. once i decided on smth, would be quite hard for me to change my mind..

met up with weijie in the afternoon! he's damn nice to get me a bottle of this very bitter herbal tea from cheenatown! thankssss again *inserts smiley*. haha i dont know i thanked him for how many times already. told him something damn embarrassing. seriously, i haven got over it, arghhhh. anw, went to visit my mum at work, and i wanted to do some stuff. ended up sleeping for about two and a half hours, played poker online, then dad fetched me home.

October 17, 2008

Slow it down, Make it stop. Or else my heart is going to pop.

i saw a cockroach in school today! ohmygod.
so i pulled goodfren away, then this uncle walked towards the cockroach and kicked it. WOW as if it's a soccer-croach, haha nice and the cockroach flew, landed on the ground, went into a state of coma, and eventually deceased..!! hiphiphurray uncle saved the day. wait, or did it escaped?

oh and today, in the CC, after attempting the MRL quiz, i folded my paper into a paper aeroplane, called ma and wanted to fly my paper aeroplane to her. who knows, my aeroplane could actually glide?! and it u-turned when reaching ma, then flew all the way to s19, and to ye mei xiu! omg fuck. hit her and landed in front of her. so the s29 people sitting behind me, were like, this girl gg already. dude, if you dont know, ye mei xiu's one discipline comm teacher. so as expected, she stood up, took my plane and walked towards the back of the CC and looked around with that pair of 'you're going to die' eyes. i stood up and went to her, ohyeah i'm pretty honest :) i admitted that i'm the owner of SQ0zn.
but i was so scared can, thought gg already, since my previous encounters with her isnt pleasant at all. so she went, " oh darling why the fuck did you throw this! across the cc? who are you throwing to?! what do you think you're doing?!?!" something along that line, minus why the fuck. i swear i dislike that pair of eyes of hers, the eyeshadow and the foundation she wear's so damn thick. oh well i apologised and everything, miraculously, she did not even scream or shout at me, she returned me my plane and that's it, what an encounter early in the morning.

October 14, 2008

Unbeing dead isn't being alive

skipped school today, couldnt wake up is the main reason actually... was so tired, woke and i fell back to sleep. woke up at like 10plus haha.

i ate 2 muffins, peas and sweets last afternoon and i conveniently threw all the wrappers and plastic bags into the bin in my room. i forgot to empty the bin even though i read wj's convo last night saying that he's gonna empty his bin. to my horror, okay ants invaded my room. so i spent part of my morning battling with the ants. ant killer in action!! apparently i won at first. But i saw the trial leading to the back of the switch and the electrical wires or i dont know what you call. i call it a draw for now. ants, you watch out.

need to start exercising!! i'm an elephant with small ears.
must get rid of those lovehandles but i dont know how because i love food and i'm just so lazy to exercise.