Moooooon

Skipping school was great.

More time to sleep, and more time to use the computer.
& I dont have to go to sch to waste time, at least i did like 8 questions out of the whole tutorial, yeah at least i did smth. Haha, used the com and saw people online too lol.


I looked as if i'm the tallest ahha, okay i like this picture.

Went back to CT for Mid Autumn Celebration on friday, but met up with Jm and Huiyi for Dinner firstz at Koufu ahha, i had MEE SUA. And that auntie gave me that kind of eggie i like! Ha, okay anyway i missed the girls! :) :) Jm's shoes very nice i like haha. Cj couldnt join us for dinner and back to CT, she injured her leg :(


Kennie's so pretty....!

Ct celebration was, okayyy? Ct's becoming a lians&bengs school. No offence..
Main reason for going back would be because of the people rather then going back for missing the school? I miss the people more.. Saw juniors dancing! Pretty dancers every single one of them, somehow i miss dance. Probably joining dance outside school when i get smarter. Lots of Secones i see.

HOT GUY ALERT somewhere over the rainbow.

Hello Alvin and juniors!

Went to draw some face mask thingy.
Quite obvious which one is mine..
Kua tio gui lol.


Zp and Millie went back! :) Still rmbed we went for last year's celebration together, haha last year was so fun probably we were secfour and still in CT, ahha where's Lina~!
Shihui went back earlier to help. To help Mdm ang to.. cut mooncake haha, and we tried the mooncake too lol!
Huiyi's the pro. She sat down on the bench and she actually.. fell asleep. haha!

Left the school and we headed to get cupnoodles before going to Cj's. Excitement! It's our first stayover!! As in the 4 of us :)
Wanted to scare her with my mask, but failed to :( Jacjac went for grooming! So cute now!



Aw fave pic below!! the third one, awwwwww.

Tsk jm... *shakes head*



!!!!!! KISS WO WOR. muackmuack.
But my face looks oily :(

Bathed and all. Chillicrab, snacks and xiaozhu's time!~



Back in Cj's room,

Omg i love Cj's blankie, patchwork~ made by her ahma!



We intended to stay awake the whole night, talking and watching movies. haha, halfway thru Alvin and the chipmunks, lol Jm and I KO already at ard 3 lol. Then woke up to finish the show before I KO again lol.

Rise and Shine~ Lol, put my alarm on snooze, and again lol. Laid on the bed for more than an hour after the alarm sounded. Hahah. Didnt want to wake up at all..





Breakfast & teevee in the morning, waffles and pure milk, ahah i like breakfasts like this! At home, it's always bread or omg rice. I like bread too actually haha. Then awww, we got to leave already soon after brekkie :(



ZZzzzzZZZ seriously how i wish we could stay longer, Huiyi and I were talking abt it on the train after we part, haha it's been a while. Another stayover later this year shall be, haha i wanna have fun!! Pictures from Jm's cam tmr!

Headed to where? The library. With Huiyi!! Met Guolian there too, i wanted to study....okai??!!!
But halfway thru, battery flat liaoz, headed to JP to eat x2. Whee i ate from the meesua stall again lol, but not meesua today.. the aunty give me the eggie i dont like :( Cos the yolk come out. Lol.

Let's see how much i did today, Maths Remedial Differentiation Questions, and abt 3 qns from Apps of Diff tutorial plus a few functions questions from june revision package. How was that. Haha.

I haven started integration and i haven touch my revision package yet...
I haven start Chemistry at all. Yar, AT ALL. I dont know how to die here.
Econs i only did market structure.
GP and GSC, hai. Goodfren informed me that i failed some lala GSC paper.
A levels, haha screwed. My cert's gonna be damn ugly with a U or an S for GSC.
U for GP ahha got nowhere to go like this.
Left the lib for good.


Dinner was all alone. My whole family went for some Midautumn BBQ?
HAha, so i cooked dinner for myself. I ate the maggi kind of noodles for 3 consecutive days already, ahha back to ZN the other time. Once had 6 cupnoodles a dayyyyy wor. I was so crazy that i didnt want to eat any other food that day besides cupnoodles. I think i'm weird.
I also chose to eat nth but lots of junk food a day, like siao hahaha.

Okay I brought new snacks in my room.
I'm so gonna do my tuition hmwk after blogging.
I owe her like 3 essays? :(
Cool shit now it's 11 o clock now and how the shit am i supposed to complete. I'm damn tired.


I hate college life.
I hate exams in particular, why must there be promos.
zzz. If only i'm smart enough.... Then i will get exempted from promos, and still can get promoted! I'm just too dumb, and fat, and dumb.
Argh. I cant study w/o food!!!!
Omg will gain damn lots of weight again cos im starting to study = FOOD.

Breakfast, study, snack during studying, lunch break, after lunch, sit down, study, hello snacks, and more snacks, and more more snacks, whee dinner time!, after dinner, sit down, study, study, and study, hello supper!!
Okay i want my life to be like this the next few days. That's what i do when i want to study. I need to study.

I really need to, I NEED TO STUDY, NGZHENGNING YOU GOT TO STUDY YOU KNOW IT SO PLEASE STUDY. Okay, so i will stop complaining how much i eat eat eat this few weeks okay, after promos are over. See a fat me lar, dont care. Need to get promoted... If not, wah. See me on the headlines, i'll probably commit suicide.
Joke.
Guess i'll go on a diet after that, im like fifty smth kilogrammmmmms alrd? This one no joke :( :(

I'm always slacking, even now last stretch alrd i know i got to study but am i!! ZN you know that what's the point saying all these shit if you dont want to start moving and start studying. Look at your friends, look at sisterhood, they want you to study too. Why cant you just be like every one of them, learn how to prioritise?!
Failure.
SO YOU PLEASE DONT SAY SO MUCH SHIT IF YOU RETAIN COS YOU KNOW YOU DIDNT EVEN PUT IN THE EFFORT OKAY FATS.
You know it really scares me, everytime i see how much stuff i didnt study, how much stuff i dont know, argh. The more i worry, the more i feel like okay, forget it. I always have the thought of giving up.. haha never once thought that i can promote... Look at my state now, how can i even believe, how can i even have faith and pin some hopes that i'll get promoted, so friends, please dont try to deceive me cos i very much know where my standard is and how am i going to fair...
Zn, you just jiayou k.. you're pathetic.
Full stop.

I drank 4 bottles of vitagen today, and omg its so effective.
Poopoopoopoo. I need to bathe nowwwwwwww. I just ate one charsiew pau and drank banana milk lol. There isnt any more green peas at home -.-

But seriously..
If i retain....