October 29, 2009

11 more days,

till my first paper. still very unprepared, i know for a major exam like this one. i'm really scared. please just let me get through this one.... i know i wont do well but please, i cant afford to fail my a levels.

October 20, 2009


lets see 23nov, i'll finish my a levels by then. i'm always disheartened once i look at how much i've got to complete and understand before heading for this war. just less than three weeks before my first paper, this is shit. i dont know if im gonna survive this war, i dont know if i can win, but i dont wanna lose that badly, you know? i dont want to let myself down. i've got so many friends behind me, helping me - and i cant let them down either.

October 16, 2009

Class of 2009

so today was farewell assembly for the j2s, and it marks the last day of official jc life. it's so scary how two years passed by just like that, freaking fast. these two years - definitely an emotional roller coaster ride for me, well think hard about it. no one is here by chance, i realise it. throughout my whole jc journey, i've cried my eyes out so much over failures, but too, i've had so much fun, lots of laughter surrounding me all day. this assembly aint just another assembly. we're gonna be on our own..

frankly speaking, i thought farewell assembly's gonna be speeches, lots and lots of speeches, and lots more speeches, didnt expect much but the speeches were oh so true, though a bit dull, they all made sense. mr chong's gonna be our mandai zookeeper forever as always! i hope i wont let him down, like too much. it's so funny and sweet how the teachers from various departments came up with all the interesting videos just to encourage us and wish us all well for our future, cant stop laughing at the pe department's, awesome. awesome class videos as well from the fellow j2s, simply heartwarming. our j2 journey were reflected through some vids too, and they certainly reminded me of the really fun times we all had, pretty nostalgic. then, we sung the college hymn for the last time together, with arms linked with each other, it was nice.

come again, these past two years had been awesome. i'm blessed with great classmates, school mates and really nice teachers(though sometimes they really pissed me off!) definitely made long lasting friends, so fortunate to have found myself in sishood, i would have suffered from depression w/o you girls, as well as my classmates, pretty awesome down to earth peeps :) too, i've learnt so much, gained so much, shared moments of both joy and sorrow with all. to think that i had never thought of going SA before gotten my o level results two years back, well i have no regrets spending my jc life in SA, even though jc aint my cut, which im pretty sure of it now. im pretty sure im proud to be a saint :) and hey i'll sure miss the food! no more awesome cheap yet deli malay food, no more fishball noodles, and yes my sentosa mian - hor fun! haha. i'll miss being late for school, all the making fun of teachers lol, stoning at the caf, going gaga over our eyecandies(lol damn girly), the exciting rugby and soccer matches, not forgetting taking 966 with ong goodfren everyday to and from sch, walking along the slope past chapel of resurrection, sas, the synthetic field and jacob ballas bridge..

i'm gonna miss everyone. seriously, i dont have many friends in sajc other than sishood, my classmates and some cca mates. that's all, ha. i should've be more sociable and get to know my sch mates as well, now that its too late?? :( still, i'm gonna miss the whole cohort - even people whom i've never talked to before, people standing next to me during morning assemblies! - you know, familiar faces? i'll miss seeing familiar faces around

one family unbroken. just a few weeks more, endure fellow saints!

October 11, 2009

Take Off Your Colors,

cj's back from china, harald's back from cambodia and hl's gonna be back from usa in say about half an hour's time? awesome. so we met up with cj today, finally! it's been weeks, definitely did miss her a lot! and yup good food, i mean today's really worthy, we ate so many plates of sashimi! sashimi's my baby baby. it's nice hearing stories about other countries but frustrating as well when you get to hear how shitty some people can get. i must constantly remind myself that im really fortunate that im living in singapore, (even though i'm always complaining why aint i born in the states) lol. i'll get the pictures from jm soon, and idk why my skills are like that bad suddenly, sigh. welcome back cj!! :>

i'll throw in some pictures from last week,
had pontian with ong goodfren! pontian's another baby, but pontian in chinese seriously made me lol-ed.

goodfren came over to bake some cookies for hongfren yesterday. aint she sweet?? but she's sweet like for only once a year. LOL my fren :> give you a smiley hahaha!
wait, i think she's sweet for twice a year, i forgot about valentines day haha, alright twice a year :>

October 07, 2009

Chasing after the summer's sun,

sunday saw myself at botanical garden, together with mins, kenneth and sean. say yay to picnic! so mins, yes she and her motherly self, she cooked us pasta and brought fruits. the guys too, got some snacks and drink, and im like the only one empty handed. headed over to town thereafter for dinner, shopping and just hanging out, nice. awesome company! i wish i'd speak more though, but nevertheless, i had so much fun as usual :)

today, i gave school a miss again, wanted to study on my own. but failed plan as usual, i woke up so late, took my own sweet time eating and watching videos on youtube, tried to play a few songs on guitar, and here i am instead of facing the books?
c'mon zn, no one's gonna help you if you dont help yourself, face it, you dont have time anymore..

October 03, 2009

Next time you point a finger, i'll point you to the mirror.

i haven been blogging regularly, though i'm online every night. more active on twitter and fb, well because i'm lazy, and because i feel like there is no point in writing and writing about how a levels freak the shit out of me, it's preoccupying me lately. but well that's just one dumb excuse. i shouldnt be neglecting this place, i should be posting happy pictures! like you know, i'm enjoying while doing this shit, and i still have a life.

i'm so addicted to mayday parade's new record, not forgetting paramore's!
ah just so awesome <3>

school is almost over and things are happening and they're happening fast.
a levels, nonsense taking up my time. 30 odd days more, and i need not go to school anymore. and yay i've got so much things to do! tell me about it, who dont anticipate for that day to come? i'm kinda lucky, i start my papers later than most of the j2s in singapore, and yet i end earlier as well because i dont take to take h1 and i dont study physics! this shit is good, to some extent. self proclaimed that i've graduated from college, skipped school three times this week already. i've been hanging out pretty often at clarkequay, let me see, i went there four out of five times during the weekdays this week! clarkequay yeah for the party people, but hey i went there to....study. i mean it's so quiet there during the day, and pretty condusive and comfy as well, though i take some time to travel to and fro, i still recommend that place lol so if you spot me somewhere ard central mall, studying, dont freak out. i mean i got to because i'm so weak.

alright so last week, i had fun! saturday saw me at pv's (paranoid vision) gig at the gossipbar. mins came along as well! it's the whole lot of us! pvpvpv, it's nice watching your friends play at a gig. i wonder if my friends felt the same? pv's awesome group of people who i hang out after jamming every week, alright check them out at their myspace! went to stayover at mins that day, impromptu always work. we caught a movie, camwhored as usual, and played dressing up! it was so fun, i can see myself stayovering sometime this month again haha.

i kept calling it giraffieee, i didnt realise that was a cow.

we love wenshit!! (L)


sex hairrrr

went for some yummy sakura buffet together w my whole family right after the stayover, it was my aunt's birthday! happy belated er gu! :) think sashimi, food, and more food, and much more food, happy faces all day long, baby charmaine! (but she totally didnt like me...!!)

love of my life....!

got to enjoy the my weekends before school starts on monday, wait, what lessons are there? gp, econs lect and math lect... wth? lol. skippyyy. skipppyyyy?
nevermind, time for some testi shit, and oh we're going for a picnic tomorrow!! :)