August 29, 2010

You say,

sean:"baby.."
me: "baby.."
sean: "what do you want to eat for lunch later?"
me: "what do you want to eat for lunch later?"
sean: "stop copying ar!"
me: "stop copying ar!"
sean: "i want my boyfriend to kiss me."
me: "i want my boyfriend to.... what?!"
sean: *plant kisses on my face* hahahaha....! :)

August 25, 2010

It must belong somewhere.


the hoosiers - who said anything (about falling in love)
best track i've heard over the week.

hi i'm back to this space for a bit. i'm pretty sleepy right now even though i slept for thirteen hours straight last night, and took naps this afternoon. my sleep pattern's fucked up. i have no idea why am i so tired, even food can't help to keep me awake. i had a nightmare last night, it was kinda bizarre, i dreamt that my tooth fall out, and my whole gum came off together. i had to wake up, couldnt imagine the worst and what's next in that ugly dream, yeah ugly literally. so my days have been filled with really late nights, fooling around with myself, meet ups, watching videos and old films, hanging w my boy and so on and so on. i feel like getting a green mat or a carpet or some sort for my room, so it looks like a grass patch and i can just have impromptu picnics in my room. feel like painting my walls white, and doodle random stuff as and when i want using black permanent markers. i also want to get a giant bean bag for myself.

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three consecutive days spent with my boy, was great. though i kept whining he didnt give me an 'exciting' weekend that he promised to, i wasnt serious obviously. i just wanna spend all day with you sean, and it's good enough. it doesnt matter where our dates are, as long as my date's you, just you. cheesy as cheese fries lol, but i didnt eat any cheese today, so... well i really mean it, i love just hanging at your house, lying next to you and wrapped in your arms, how i wished we could do this everyday.. but dream on, because army is fucked. i wouldnt mind even if we're stucked tgt in a limbo, we could dream forever. haha inception...... again lol. caught salt w my boy on saturday, and i named him sean pepper. im zhengning salt, not salty zhengning! stupid boy kept calling me salty zhengning. if i had an english name, we could rock w our new name tgt. was talking to yongen few days back, dont quite remember how we ended up at the topic but we were talking about caucasians and knowing me, yongen guessed i'd asked sean why isnt he a caucasian, hahaha. he's really smart, because i actually asked sean that question already lol! oh well, im just being myself. haha and yongen gave sean an english name so he could be a little caucasianized? lol i just invented that word, okay sean's now sean lokerman! hahaha how cute. baybeats was alright this year, last year was much better. only attended day two's and i dragged sean along to catch davidchoi's and chicosci's set w me, im not sure if he enjoyed himself though, but i wanted him to come along anyways. chicosci was awesome, and sean got to see a moshpit for the first time. the next day, we dined at aston's! god i love that place. i can safely say that i've tried all their grillworks chicken on the menu, as well as all their sides, both hot and cold sides. see how frequent i visit that place? but it's really cheap, chicken and two sides for just 6.90$, and it's so good. cannot resist ^^
the rest of the day was spent attending his church service w him, then back to his place, before we head down to get some pasar malam food for supper(theres a pasar malam nearby). fell asleep on his bed, we wanted to wake up at 10am the next day? so we could head down to town to chill and all before he book in that night, but oh well. his bed's so seductive, cant seem to leave his bed at all, we ended up waking at 1pm? or so. seriously i think we are the laziest couple ever haha, i mean among every couple i know, i think we are.
cant wait for this weekend already, we'll be two months old this weekend! wow that's fast.


met up w weijie the previous week, i missed him! he's my bestfriend, and i haven met him for say, seven months? what kind of bestfriend i am, sometimes i wonder.
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stumbled upon watami when we were searching for a place to dine at, food turned out really good, i love my bibimbap. korean food in a japanese restaurant, hmm oh well but it really tasted good. the service staff were really friendly and attentive, but they had to actually kneel down to take our orders (their policy), even though it's good service, i find it pretty uneasy they had to do that.
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weijie's so thrilled after eating this dessert!
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and we shared a cup of healthy froyo at the end of the day!

met my girls last wednesday for dinner at din tai fung! cravings for xlbs you see.. mins couldnt join us since she's sick :( we headed to butter, been so long since i last clubbed, back in may? hhah i can still remember what happened that night and that was the best day of my life. okay so cx called along her new friends (hahaha) the more the merrier you see. iyaz's was there that day, shawty's like a melody in my head that I can't keep out got me singin' like na na na na, oh replay? but we wanted him to get down so bad.
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what i wore that night, i really love this one, and it cost me only 13$? told 'em im a salesgirl, not those who sell clothes but the girl who's constantly looking out for sales lol.. but srsly, 13$ for this dress??? so proud of myself lol
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smiley face nails...... painted them the night before, shouldve painted an angry face on my middle finger's. haha or i should get inspired by lindsay lohan, paint 'fuck u' on my middle finger's, i shall try it one day.

and davidchoi's here in singapore for quite a bit, been here on the 15th and he's still in sg, till the 26th. attended one of his many shows at tab, thanks to audrey if not i'll be stucked outside tab since i didnt make any reservations. he's that dude who sang 'that girl' by the way, if you wonder who he is. check out his youtube page too. some pictures i took from afar, and okay i edited quite a bit by playing w the contrast, and color enhance.
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i remembered our short conversation. i wanna clarify, im not a fangirl. but anyways here it is,
zn: are you really 19?
dc: do i look 19?
zn: i dont know, she told me that you are? (she refers to audrey)
dc: i'm 45
silence
zn: can i take a picture w you?
dc: sure, sure.
dc: i'm 24 and you are....
zn: i'm 19!
dc: oh oh oh im a grandpa!
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i decided to remove all my posts before oct 2008. memories, and more memories. but it's good not to look back sometimes. hmm i dont know, i did it anyways. edited my layout for a bit, so i'll be posting slightly bigger pictures from this one onwards. oh and im sick once again, last night was bad. i woke up in the middle of the night, abruptly, and threw up. thank god i threw up right next to the toilet bowl (though i didnt aim right in, but it's so much better than throwing up in my own room no?), had to clean the mess myself before the whole family gets up. i think i have a pretty weak immune system.

August 21, 2010

So divine,

i'm gonna see you soon, say in eight hours? and that's the best thing ever. been anticipating since twelve days ago. i can't wait for one exciting weekend w you again my favorite boy!

August 14, 2010

We are life,

face it, shitstorm's everywhere. we have school, responsibilities, and yes, parents getting in the way(even till this fucking moment). why not make every breathe you take in, counts? overcome those challenges, those obstacles that get in your way. dont give a damn bout everything, and do what you like, do it now. after all, all we want to do is live life to the fullest, isnt it?
i need to (always) keep that in mind.

sigh, and you know what,
my head is currently a horrible place to be. all in all, envy hurts.
please teach me, how to stop those damn thoughts from running wild in my head. i need that skill.

August 12, 2010

We'll stay busy.



we'll end up numb from playing video games,
and we'll get sick of having sex,
and we'll get fat from eating candy,
as we drink ourselves to death.
we'll stay up late making mix tapes,
photoshopping pictures of ourselves.
while we masturbate to these pixelated
videos of strangers fucking themselves.

we are very busy people
we are very busy people

let's hear the one that goes like
we are very busy people
but we've always got time for new friends.

Day 03

friday/saturday/monday.
a well spent weekend, with my boy.
his guard duty on sunday ruined our initial long weekend plan (guard duty on national day weekend?! wtf) though, but i still had fun. and i always do, with him around. so friday, i had fries for the very first time after one long month! yes, that long! sean promised me to supper at macs, and i tried honey chipotle fries for the first time, finally. wasnt that amazing as how people raved, i still prefer the previous shaker fries. headed back to his crib and stayed the night, and on sat, we headed down to suntec for some chinese food, and finally back to bp for some ljs. gosh, fastfood two nights in a row! oh, and sean booked in that night.... leaving me all alone on a sunday?! :( hahaha truth but nah, i kid. he had no choice anyways.






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hahahaha

and mon, i got to meet my happy pill once again, but just a short while. so we had lunch and spent all day lazing at his crib (that's just me, he was busy packing his field camp stuff).

it's day 03 into his field camp (otherwise known as fieldshit), which also means three days of zero communication already, well another three more days to go before i can speak to him on the phone... but then again, he cant book out till the 20th. that's... long.
he handed me a couple of stuff; something he made himself to push me to study heee(he's trying his best to help, but im not even trying to help myself), stitch (i guessed he figured out that i love his stich so much... haha), and a thumbdrive before leaving for his fieldshit.

he made six short videos, and im supposed to watch one video each day, not all at one go. just so that i can still hear his voice, and know what he'll be doing everyday.... :)
but that makes me miss him even more.

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and two diff occasions at his crib, hmmm pretty obvious im in love with his stitch. lol but just that stitch, im biased like that. well yes stitch's accompanying me while he's away.....
i miss you sean. so much. so much, and it sucks.

August 08, 2010

We are rockets in the sky. We are planets passing by.

semester one's down, i have five more to go! well for now, shall say hello to a little break, before the major examinations and before semester two starts in october. time flies seriously, (though i always complain that i want time to pass even faster... but the only reason because i wanna graduate fast), i've been in np for almost four months. never would i ever thought that i would end up in np after sa, i'd always thought i'd end up in some private institution and taking the shorter way out so i could get a degree at the same time with the 91' bunch of people. i still remember i hated np so much after a week of school, mainly because of feeling that im alone, lost and well im lagging so much behind, hanging w everyone younger than myself and you know lots of baseless worries, and i had thoughts of withdrawing, and join a few of my friends who're doing diploma at sim. well but i didnt in the end, i wouldnt say it's the best/right choice too, i mean if i did head to sim, i'll be leading a different life now w different groups of friends, i might be having lots of fun/or not, but i really feel that im a lucky bitch. i still hate school though, and my results are below average still, suck ballszxzxz .but as much as i hated/still hate school, i think im blessed w really awesome classmates. these kids are really nice, i thank god that there isnt any snobbish preps or selfish asses in the class; everyone seems really genuine, and i like the fact that everyone cares for each other. classmates who texted/tweeted me and even prayed for me to get well soon when i was so sick, classmates who sent fb messages on methods to treat cough, classmates who took my phone and left a 'get well soon' note - awfully sweet. and the fact that these people laugh at every silly thing, haha lighten up everyone's days. though im not always w the class, and im not really that interactive (im not antisocial if you know me haha), but im thankful, and i really like this bunch of kids.

here, meet my awesome classmates, tb07/08, (L)
(random picas taken over the last two weeks)
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haha brandon's too cute here, everyone looked so evil and he gave this angelic smile
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last s&w today! no more waking up at 6.30am in the morning man.
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oohh i spot a pair of sexy legs ^^



and followed by overdued picas again,
1) cheryl finally uploaded class chalet's picas!
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2) bestie's birthday celebration,
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bestie, even though you call me buddy sometimes due to poor memory or idk what other reasons (i dont wanna know the reason bestie, it breaks my heart....) hahaha i still love you k.
and thanks for the lozenges bestie! you're as sweet as a bestie. lol
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oh and before i hit the 'publish post' button,

ignore my face and hair. bad hair day that day.
but oh this is how my nails look like now haha