January 31, 2011

Life as it is,

how can anyone resist the temptation of not skipping school to sleep in in sucha weather!?
my bed loves me too much, and you know what? it's totally mutual.
but i shall head to school tmr, as early as 9am, for bmgt lecture. no excuses. that would be the second lecture i attend this semester, at least i did go for the first and last lecture, right?

lately, many thoughts have been going through my mind. i really cant help it because sometimes i think too much, and i worry too much. about everything. especially the people i love. i'm a fucking dreamer. i think about situations in my head which are completely irrelevant. trust issues. inferiority complex. im currently in this confusing process of getting my thoughts organized, they are all over the place and i really need some time. at times, i really want to get to know god. trust him. and let him works his miracles over my life...

i really need a little getaway or at least something close to that, badly.

happy chinese new year in three days!
i have a presentation, and an assignment to submit by new year's eve. oh wow

xx

January 27, 2011

Love will shine,

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"this represents us, together for six/seven months. it aint filled up as we have to fill it up as time passes by, let's complete it together? i'll be waiting for the time when we complete the puzzle, that's probably when we have white hair...."

so that's what my boy has been up to for the past few weeks! or rather, the past few weekends. he cant actually make this on weekdays since he's stucked in camp. he stayed up late on fridays and saturdays, say after sending me back home on days i chose not to stayover, that's probably some ungodly hour since we dont usually head home early(oh i rmb!! and he lied to me that he's fucking tired and had to get back earlier lol tho i refused....), baby stitch also told me that silly boy actually woke up v early on a few saturdays, way before meeting me, just to get materials, and my gift! that came along w a pair of white havaianas and a quiet yet romantic dinner at senso. well sweetie, tell me how not to love you? ♥♥


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the place's filled with lots of expats, mainly couples. so as usual, bread served with olive oil about fifteen minutes before our main course, haha my boy loves it so much! and his say: bread w olive oil > bread w butter anytime. anyways, the bread's absolutely perfect. five different kinds of bread served in that basket, and i'm pretty sure it's the first time i actually finish eating them. i dont usually finish eating those bread served before meals because im afraid i might get too full, but this is too yummay.... i had to. so fucking nice.... especially that long and thin shaped one, yumyumyum. and there you see an outdoor alfresco courtyard. we dined indoor though, atmosphere was equally good. but if we could do a trip again, we would definitely choose to sit outdoor hahaha
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our appetizer: pan-fried buffalo mozzarella wrapped in parma ham (served with black olives tapenade) yumyumyum
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we shared a plate of ravioli (ravioli stuffed with braised veal shank, served with porcini mushrooms sauce) and taglierini (squid ink taglierini pasta with boston lobster and fresh basil) - k i quoted the name and description of the pasta from their webpage.
i jizzed in my pants from merley having some squid ink pasta in my mouth, LOL sorry i'm lacking vocabulary here, but it's so good.... my pictures dont do it any justice at all, so i decided not to post close ups. the veal ravioli wasnt that amazing though, but the squid ink lobstie........i can haz five plates to myself lol
senso's located at a quiet corner along club street, pretty close to ann siang road, and it's pretty easy to locate!

earlier that day, we dined at itacho sushi and made a trip down to candle@haji lane. i wanted to get something from the flea so bad, but i see nothing. they were offering a photoshoot at $5, provided that you purchase something from the flea. so i was thinking maybe sean and i could do a little photoshoot for ourselves in the studio, for our monthsary celebration (plus it's so cheap?! photoshoots are usually priced $100 and above no?), a pretty new thing for us and you know i'd love giving it a try! but oh well................. such a disappointment. then i actually teared, for a while, because things dont always go the way i planned. i know i'm so lame and i'm sucha killjoy!! cant stand myself sometimes, and i pity that silly boy. he had to cheer me up and tolerate all my nonsense again as always haha..

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k some shots at the national library, we didnt plan on this one! just... wanted to take a look. went all the way to the reference section and it was so empty. there isnt really anyone other than the security guards say from level six all the way to twelve???

i was reading my older posts dated 2009 last night, life was pretty interesting and well i was quite..... funny, in a way. i think it's the way i talk, hahhah OMG IM A CHANGED PERSON..... kinda miss how i used to write and talk. okay im sucha awkward person now, in some ways. whatever. oh guess what, it's time for dinner again, xx

January 18, 2011

Forever Chasing,

me: *giggle after some dude passed us* did you see that angmoh? ohmygod he's fucking hot.. must be french.
sean: you go lor you go lor! (pouts and lookaway)
a while later,

sean: her legs damn hot, she quite cute ah. *turns back to look at the girl* her hair's very jap..
me: you go lor you go lor! (pouts like how he does it...)
sean: but my girlfriend's cuter ma (tightening his grip on my hand)
me: i know!! obviously?
me: but angmoh hotter leh how!!
sean: (pouts again)

hahahahahahahaa our typical conversation. i love it when he pouts! then i'll pinch his lips, and sometimes plant a kiss or two. but i seriously do get pretty much distracted when a cute hot caucasian's in sight. just like the other day, we were watching burlesque..... cam gigandet's (jack) such a heartthrob, i think sean rolled his eyes a couple of times in between the movie (i grabbed his hand whenever he does something nice to ali/christina aguilera and just whatever he do. i think i'd love his cookies..., but iloveyou most, sean hahaha) by the way, christina aguilera's one gorgeous lady, i cant emphasize how much she amazed me throughout the entire movie.

no pictures of myself this week, all thanks to the you missy pimple under my lips, this big fat ugly pimple. sean even joked about it ARGH. i popped it last night, uh yes itchy fingers, and somehow it bled.. alright forget it, i just hope it'll be gone by this weekend. i'm wearing concealer to school tomorrow.

rings i've gotten from a flea market (#hookedonflea) a week ago,

it's a goddamn steal, these seven rings cost me no more than 25$.
there are three flea markets this coming weekend by the way, so yeah. you should know where to get these rings...!
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oh and look how he pouts.... haha dont kill me for posting this. blame yourself for being cuter than me lol
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celebrated sean's mom and teck's birthday that night too. we had a meal at this seafood restaurant in the east, really yummy seafood, and probably the largest crab i've eaten. i had a hard time getting the crab meat out from that nasty creature, so.... sean helped me w it haha i feel so spoilt. saw us at iluma for some zombie killing fix before cabbing down to butter for teck's birthday celebration. he was so drunk!! really funny, i really wonder what i would do if i'm drunk. the thing about me's that, whenever i go drinking, i'll make sure i stay sober. i just like to get high and to feel high. puked a few times and it was horrible, so i'd always remind myself not to overdrink, so well till now i still dont know really how it feels like being drunk..

last weekend, we did some shopping! i didnt get much for myself, i find online apparels more appealing for some reasons. i guessed the models made a huge impact, no? plus there's so many exclusive designs i cant find anywhere else but online. gonna head down to candles this weekend and hopefully i'll get a dress or two. i got myself shoes online as well. the only thing i got from the retails was some makeup and an animal printed tank from topshop. with that, i have to say i'm thankful that i'm a girl. male apparels and shoes are seriously much more expensive, plus i dont think they have much of a choice? i would have been so broke if i were a dude.
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late night dinner, or rather supper, w my boy after french class. i havent had pratas for almost a year! yeah im surprised by that too..
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4FINGERS!! i dont mind having these wings every single day..
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school is in full swing right now, and i'm so not excited about it. i can't wait for exams honestly, the only way to cease all these sufferings for a little.... i could use the study week for a little break (of course, study a little in between....) and my year three friends would have graduated by then! i need a job, right after exams. i have some crazy plans up my sleeve for the later part of the year, and i need money. that's all i can reveal! i hope my plans dont fail me though..

snooze.

January 12, 2011

Girl meets boy,

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thank you for being yourself and making me the happiest i have ever been. you are amazingly special and i can’t picture myself going a day without you in my life guiding me in the right direction, listening to the tiny details of my boring day(s) and even though camp is pretty draining (usually you would be half dead by evening), you still make it a point to talk to me on the phone, no less then forty minutes every single night. such a sweetheart..
"we're not perfect, but we're in love and we're happy, that is more than enough for me."

see you in two days! our friday/friesday ^^

January 06, 2011

Hold me like a pillow, make me feel right.

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1. myself and my cutesy little army boy. please ignore my face. just look at him, he's so cute.. ;)
2. x'mas card from jiaying! she drew both sean and i, hehe so cute!! :)
3. @marina financial centre.
4. his hand in mine.
5. one attempted shot of the fireworks, as you can see, i failed terribly.
6. first picture of 2011 w my lokerman^^.

new years eve at marina bay was out of control, nothing unusual. definitely not our scene at all, but we made our way to marina bay anyways because we wanted to watch the fireworks together plus we didnt have any other plans in mind that night after dinner w sean's family, we had 'buddha jump over the wall'.. served course-by-course and it was so rich in taste. back to marina, the floating platform and viewing area were far too packed, so sean and i went on to the marina financial building or whatever that building's called, hoping to get a better view of the fireworks thereafter. well the fireworks were pretty awesome, i wouldn't care if they werent real, we all know that fireworks are pretty and will always be. sean stole a kiss at the first moment of twenty eleven.. :') my new year started off with sean hugging me from the back as we watched the fireworks together.. i know i'm in love with this new year, and i have a good feeling about it.

we spent the rest of the night walking from marina back to town (i think we took about an hour and a half), caught the tourist, which made it our first movie of twenty eleven, thought it was quite alright but the ratings were low as fuck. we shared a deluxe macs breakfast meal before getting home at the break of dawn..
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first meal of 2011.

we explored novena the other day, combed all three malls located within vicinity of the mrt station, so there you go: square two, novena square, and united square. nothing amusing but we seldom see ourselves there, we're always spotted at town... so we thought it'd be good to make a trip to somewhere else(yes i know novena's near town but still.....) plus i knew there's a toyshop there! hehe like i expected, my boy did get something from the lego shop. we made some discovery too, there's so much food.... plus popeye's there was empty. so so empty, we had seats!! sat down comfortably for our usual two-piece chicken meal, love it! the one at cathay's always packed. oh, gong cha at square two was empty too, we hardly queued at all. the other day we queued for almost half an hour outside ps remember? but uh i really dont mind queuing for bubbletea actually.... as long as i get my milktea fix! and gongcha's pretty good.
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wallpaper's perfect, which means i had to camwhore a little lol. we got ourselves seats in the cafe, just three tables and we've got seats lol (see, it's really empty) so that's my current hair color now. it seems lighter in the pictures though, was really bright that day, and of course, my hair looks so much lighter under the sunlight. i cant wait to dye my hair back to red again, but i'm loving this new color. and i also have intentions of getting jet black hair the next time i dye, yay?

oh i have more pictures to post. celebrated post christmas and advanced new year w my dear girls and our boyfriends the other day at glasshouse, the last wednesday of twenty ten. sean couldnt join us, and oh you're smart you guessed it right! thanks to army i love army so much. hmm my tummy was churning so bad the previous night that i had to wake up in the middle of the night to puke, and it felt like crap too that day urgh.. but i still did managed to finish most of my pasta! gift exchange was so fun, i got pa (ma's boyfriend, so i had to call him pa naturally) a bottle, i didnt know what to get... and guess what, he actually lose his previous bottle! and i also received a leopard-printed skirt too, love it! thanks ma! made our way to zouk/phuture for the last ladies night of the year too, it was far too packed but i had fun. it would be awesome if sean's there hahaha but oh well.... pictures!
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here you go, that's ma and pa, just in case you people want to know who they are while uh reading.
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the coupley couples that night hahaa
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my legs look slim here for once omg? so please just let me feel fly for a while lol
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w my goodfren/tallfren/goodfren/tallfren ^^