February 25, 2011

End of the night,



well, it's been a little hectic lately since i should be studying for my examinations but at the same time, absolutely nothing is going on. story of my life. socially, for this week, i have nothing interesting to say. i just slept in the whole week, wake up intending to study but as usual, i always screw things up, so all i do mainly's just sleep, eat, hanging around my laptop, sleep and eat more. i hate this routine. three more days to cram a whole semester's worth of nonsense into this tiny little brain of mine, so urgh PLEASE BE PRODUCTIVE. note to self.

shall reward myself w a little getaway if i do well!! (highly doubtful but whatever)

i need a job this coming semester break. a rather short break, a month and what, a week? well sean told me it was two months break during his time, bummer. i need to work. no job news at all even though i've contacted recruitexpress(fucking kiasu i know but im desperate alr) perhaps i should consult other consulting agencies too, need a job badly. just anything. sigh keep a lookout for me? :>

i have some pictures below to document my past weekend,
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1) finally got to meet weijie up and we had this black pig shabu ramen for dinner. oh we had icecream and a slice of cheesecake after dinner as well, how i missed talking to him about everything. and one day, i'm gonna learn how to make those japanese hanjuku rutan!
2) strictly pancakes w sean for brunch on a saturday, it's quite a rare opportunity since we are sleepyheads and it's almost impossible for us to get up early during weekends. we should do this more often!
3) oomphatico’s for goodfren's birthday dinner! it's an all girls night out, so much fun hehe. i liked how the restaurant's done up, a myraid of bright colors and unique furnishings... it's pretty cosy and peaceful too (with that, i meant not much of a crowd) i should also start to visit tanglin mall more often, it's so quiet and it feels more 'private', compare it w orchard road which is always crowded......... bores and irritates me.

ask me questions on my formspring? hehe
sleep time. xx

Cry.

cry and feel better. the miracles of tears. :'(
moments when i feel stress, completely helpess, face certain problems, feel unloved and lonely...... when i'm angry, scared, or even guilty, when i miss someone, this and that, when i watch a movie, the list goes on, whatever, i cry. actually, scratch all that. just remember, i cry everytime i'm not happy. whatever emotions included. all i do is cry, well other then talking to sean or someone else about it, i (still) cry. it clears my mind, and it's just so effective, it's like the only possible solution to keep me functional again. sometimes, i dont even know why i cry, something might just happened and trigger my tears. fact: i cry easily, since young. i wouldnt say it's an upper hand to cry easily (lol?), i'm just soft hearted. my mom used to think that i'm weak, just because i could cry in less than ten seconds? not fake cry of course duh. i have no idea what's the purpose behind this post, but i just felt like sharing how incredible crying is. it never fails..... i just cried, few minutes ago, over the phone.
in fact, i like crying. i love it. it's becoming a habit now, not healthy i know, but i actually feel good after shedding tears everytime. people actually feel worse suppressing their tears.... i don't do that at all. i like to feel refresh, and i like the idea of getting in touch w my inner self.. tears are really amazing huh

sometimes, we should just cry it out. just fucking cry our hearts out. lungs out. whatever. i got rid of all that burden in my mind.. it's actually good/alright to cry.
weird way to end my post, but er i encourage everyone to cry. hahahahahahaha
*hugs myself*

xx

February 18, 2011

Happy birthday, goodfren/tallfren (because sean calls you that)!!

gosh you turn 20 now, the first to turn 20 among us! wanted to write you a little something, not because you wrote one for me on my birthday k, i just felt like it! thanks for being one of my closest pal, whom i can tell almost everything too; whenever i have any issues, or any other problems, this and that, you're in fact the first person i think of other than sean. you're also the one other than kshit (because she is damn unglam), and wshit(HAHA) whom i can do silly things w, probably because our humor level are as low as fuck, or maybe it's a panjang thing LOL. rmb your previous birthdays? we surprised you at your doorstep on your 18th(rainbow theme!), and last year, we changed all our dps to your unglam pica and the response was bad at all HAHA. i hope you have a great birthday this year! and all the years that follows, you know you can always count on me(and the rest of us!) when you need someone to talk to, you have my words. thanks for being such a wonderful palz, i love 966 (hahaha) and everything that happened that brought us close together!! suddenly reminded me of our goodfren notebook and benzene ring song, nostalgic much! cant find a second goodfren anymore :$ (wah sai, since when i so cheesy)

good luck for your prelim papers, and i hope you find your sean too! (sean becomes a term now lol) you'll find your perfect someone dont worry, im absolutely certain that someone, somewhere out there, would want to be with you, it takes time but it'll be worth it :)
will be waiting for the day we have our couple datez at riders cafe :D:D


more than two years ago, we looked fucking young haha look at my emozxzxz fringe

February 17, 2011

Like St. Valentine,

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sean and i celebrated our first valentine's day this year, had to celebrate it the weekend before monday since he wasn't planning on being around on monday. he had to be at camp (he told me that! haha my boyf's a liar oh oh oh) but it turns out he gave me a surprise on monday itself hehe he knew i liked surprises :') but in other words, i'm easily tricked.
i apologise for blogging close to a week late after v day itself, but i cannot skip over valentine's day post especially because i had such a nice one this year. i kinda miss sa's celebration though, all that writing little notes to the classmates, hand made gifts, candies and what not. and the ongoing activities in school. so much fun!! well then, it never held much significance for me, romance wise, for two years i s'pose. i know many despised valentine's day, and think that feb 14 is nothing more than a commercialized day, or the entire idea is meaningless since 'everyday is valentine's day with you'. it's true, to a minimal extent. i'd like the idea of making the person you love happy, feeling special altogether. it doesnt have to be romance wise, it's a day to recognize someone important in your life. i mean i know you have to, every other day, but how do i put it? uh dont want to sound cliche, but i think thought still matters, so fuck the cost. just make your loved ones happy.

like any other girls, i spent many hours, in fact, weeks, in brainstorming sessions and i still find it tough to decide on what gift for sean, we exchange gifts every month and... i've ran out of ideas. i got him a vans tee shirt in the end, and a box of something(as seen in the picture, i blurred it because the bf says not to reveal) and clubbed the gifts with a handmade card, as well as some heart shaped short bread cookies! i suck with the icing, made one whole lot of it and it didnt turn out well, threw it all away. ended up melting some chocolate and coated it on instead.
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sean stenciled my name on the box!! he's really creative when it come to handmade presents. he knew that i liked handmade stuff more than anything.. in the box was two dresses from tracyeinny, as well as his cutesy little stuffed toy, mooty the cow(i used to call it moomoo until i realise there's a tag, and his name's actually mooty lol) that i've been eyeing on since forever. there was even a message from mooty himself, hehe asking me to take good care of him. awwww too cute, of cos i will!

fast forward to that evening, the boy reserved a table for two at min jiang, goodwood park hotel. it was my first trip to min jiang btw, i've heard so much about it so i was pretty excited! i like the fact that we get to dine outdoor, love the alfresco concept where the dining terraace is just next to the hotel's pool. the boy said he'd prefer in door though (air conditioned that's why), i liked it this way! wont be too cold either. overall, the ambience was pleasant and soothing.
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love of my life... :$
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it was a seven-course chinese cuisine. i love the idea, it's pretty unique isnt it. so different, unlike the usuals.... we had lo hei, just the two of us! it was pretty hilarious..... hahaha and obviously we couldnt finish the whole plate of it, especially when i only pick out salmon and crackers. poor sean he actually tried to conquer it, but we ended up throwing more than half a plate away. my favorites are the shark fin's soup, and that prawn dish. the prawns were amazingly big and fresh!

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the usual camwhorish me. btw, i love my dress! i got it just two days before the dinner, at first day. and for my hair, i did it early in the morning(lots of hairspray at the back) with the help from youtube gurus.
hairspray works wonders.
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mirror shots, since the whole place's filled w full length mirror hahaha had to make use of it.
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i wanted a picture together at the stairs because of....yeah the red carpet. felt like a star huh LOL
we caught black swan in the theatres before making pictures outside sota, next to the cathay. i feel that it's important and is a must to make pictures for keepsake purposes.... and especially on special occasions like this, where both of us were dressed up. well it seems like we take pictures every date out, but nah it's so not true hehe ^^
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so that marks our first valentine's day together. i'll be looking forward to the day where we do memory searching and look back at the many many rounds of celebrations we had together. if god permits, i want to spend every valentines day with you ^^ hehe

and thanks for enduring my crap tonight.......... i'm full of shit. maybe it's time to clear my bowels before i move on with my work.

February 15, 2011

VVVV

hahaha i know it's getting pretty plain and boring but im sorry, i just cant stop professing my love for sean. this valentine's weekend was awesome as usual (my weekends are mostly awesome since i only live for the weekends and i get to spend it w sean.....) we exchanged our gifts (!!!), had an amazing dinner at min jiang @ goodwood park hotel, and caught black swan later that night. i'd probably blog about it later on. today, sean surprised me at my doorstep w a few stalks of flowers! he couldnt get me a bouquet since he didnt order in advance and he had to wait for a few hours if he were to get it there and then. i liked it anyways! i think flowers are really sweet.. mr sneaky boy lied to me about being unable to book out. i suspected he might be booking out initially all thanks to samuel, who told me he got to book out right after lunch! but i just had to trust my boy so much.... he definitely would not lie to me!! haha. i got pretty disappointed at first, since as far as i know, most of my friends' bf were able to book out, and WHY NOT FOR SEAN?! received a text, "i'm going to take my test now :(" which assured me that he's not gonna book out at all. then, moments later i heard the door bell and when i see that smiling face....... i cant even hold back my tears hahaa :')
i love him so much.

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February 11, 2011

From my humble camera,

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inspired by this.
i tore a tiny piece of paper and lay it over a random photograph i have, and there you go..

i snapped some pictures back in october last year and had yet to get them up on here. i worked for insing.com then. in fact, my job was pretty easy and flexible. plus i liked the fact that it required me to travel quite a bit. some interesting sights spotted on the way:
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February 08, 2011

Random musings,

Who I Want to Meet:

i want to meet you if you want to meet me, i dont want to meet you if you dont want to meet me. who knows i may want to meet you even if you dont want to meet me. or i dont want to meet you at all.

-taken from yours truly's friendster profile page.

i cant believe i actually have that on my profile.... what a description seriously lol., it's so me. went back on to friendster just to show my boy some really old pictures of myself, and vice versa. actually i went to his page a couple of times alr, sometime ago but i dont rmb when, i only rmbed grabbing his old pica.... my stalker's instinct lolz. well anyways, we looked so young! i looked so different back in secondary school, and sean looked... so cute. dont worry, you're still as cute now.. he was laughing at myself for that stupidly crafted statement (yeah your gf's damn lame huh) but i think he isnt any better.
on his profile: hahahaha!!! i'm a human being!

no wonder we're a couple ^^v

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me: i got cravings for tori-q leh suddenly, how ah
sean: forever got cravings one hor
me: yar craving for sean loke lor. ate a piece of sean loke the other day, wah cannot stop eating lor, want more and more only yumyumyum
sean: but i have cravings for ba zhang ning. damn nice to eat sia.

i have no idea why am i a ba zhang!?

In February,

my cny went great, even though i lost my voice and officially turned mute the second day. sean was my translator, or rather, interpretator for the next three days. i dont fancy cny particularly since i get to hang out w my closer cousins during other time of the year, so i guess, all i do's looking forward to extra pocket money, and of course, the cny goodies!!! i can never ever stop myself from eating pineapple tarts and that seaweed cracker thingo, no matter how much i tell myself that i should take control already. time seems to fly by exceptionally fast this year, it's already into the second month of the year, gosh. that aside, my boy got to book out on a weekday! we managed to spend five days together consecutively, i liked that idea totally.

oh and it's also my first cny together w the dear boy, dear boy got to meet my grandmas from both my paternal and maternal side, and my relatives for the first time :') reunion was spent at my aunt's where she whipped her usual hakka yong tau foo! we have it on an annual basis, and i must say it once again, definitely the yummiest hakka yong tau foo i've had (i tell her that every single year). relatives came over my place on the first day, mom whipped a whole lot of food. visited my grandma and sean's grandma before heading over to jacq's for some mahjong session on the second day. third day was spent at yiqin's, and at town before heading back to sean's. lou hei w sean's family at wah lok after service. just gonna post a few here, picas are up on my fb!

in a totally random order,
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my niece, two years of age. she's totally amused by her own reflection. all thanks to my dual lcd camera. she's so pretty! and vain at the same time. she kept going that she's 'mei' (pretty in mandarin..) such a cutesy girl!!

fyi, i've got five nieces, and seven nephews in total.
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hakka yong tau foo! love the filling stuffed inside the toufus... damn yum.

imperial treasure:
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wah lok cantonese restaurant at carlton hotel:
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lou hei!
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yet another weekend where everything important revolved around food..

some overdue picas from huito's 20th,
had a simple buffet dinner over at crystal jade, and daily scoop right after. happy birthday huiyi!!
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xx