October 29, 2011

I wear my heart upon my sleeve, like a big deal.

caught what's your number and one day last weekend, and we also caught in time today. i love student price tix! if we were to catch all the shows on weekdays, we could've saved so much. well anw i thought all three of them were pretty good! jim sturgess, chris evans and justin t are so yummy... i cant help but to catch captain america on dvd the second time last night, haha poor sean i was ogling at my captain right from the start till the end. had my dose of gosling goodness the other time from crazy stupid love, but i cant wait for more already. need another dosage from ides of march next week... i still have a whole lot to go on - lolol and it's okay, i cant stand myself either. i dont know who would actually listen to all my nonsense and listen to me talking about all my fantasies w my self-proclaimed boyfriends anymore when sean leaves for wallaby..

got my room painted the other day, and i still cant actually get used to it. like i mentioned, i painted it all white, and now my room seems so bright! or should i say, too bright? i clearly need to do something to it, i have some ideas in mind but i'm not so sure yet. thanks so much painter loke - he actually brought a whole tin of paint over, and all the brushes, pails and whatever necessary equipment all the way from his crib over to mine, that's quite a lot of shit to carry, and i made paper hats out of newspaper and made him wear it hehe. of course, he did a great job helping me w my wall too.
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i'm gonna turn twenty in a little more than a month. i think i did quite a lot of shit over these two years, but i really wanna do some real crazy things before i hit the big two...... real crazy things. but now, what?

October 21, 2011

Take the world that's at your fingertips,


bored last night, so i sang a little. and of course, i dont put make up before i sleep lol

tidied up my room last night. oh i really tried to, (i have shoes, clothes, books, bags and everything else you can think of lying around. especially at the corner of the room) sent a bag of clothes to the salvation army, and i still have a wardrobe and luggage full of clothes, and a whole box of shit to clear.. waiting for my painter to come by, and we shall start painting!!! no fanciful ideas in mind though, i had really crazy ideas in the past like graffiti wall etc, but today i'm just going to paint my pale pink walls white, and remove all those scribblings since three years ago.
i still wish to have a green rug in my room though. do you think i can get it in bkk?? the floods are so bad, i dont even know if i could go still.... but i'm still hopeful about that trip. i dont go on trips w my family, or rather i dont even have the chance to go on a trip w my family - so you can actually see i dont really travel a lot even though i'd love it, and am always reading travelogues. maybe this is reason to why i make it a point to explore and move around our little city, i mean that's the least i can do. so i'm really really excited for this one, i've been waiting for so long for this trip to happen, and the best part of the trip? i'll be heading w my favorite boy.

bintan w my ong goodfren in august,
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hehehehe happy kids
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ong goodfren so hotzxz
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i love this photo >>> i haz skinny legs! hahaha this is one rare photo.
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our dinner which was so yummy.
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sparkles/mini fireworks that we played

woke up to a clear blue sky, it was unusually sunny and bright,
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breakfast by the sea/pool. sea on the left, and pool on the right. wowsome much?
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the first mall, but there's nothing much. we got some stuff from their supermarket though.
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laksa at tanjung pinang, which was less den SGD $1.50! and it was so fucking good, no joke.
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finally post these pictures up on my blog, wow our little getaway actually happened more than two months ago, this is how inefficient i am! like i said, it was pretty short, just 2d1n, and we spent most of our time at the resort, just chilling and eating away, but it was a much needed trip before my exams. we stayed at bintan agro resort if you wonder, it's nothing compared to popular resorts like bintan lagoon or nirwana gardens, but i thought it's adequate since it's just a short trip, a really short one. still, i enjoyed myself very much w my ong goodfren just sitting by the pool, snapping away, food and more food (what's new for us), speaking about food - the food served was really good and it was so cheap!! so worth it, i'm so happy haha, enjoying our tehs from the convenience store, playing w the sparkles/mini firework, supper in our bedroom, all those htht! night falls really early though, it was already pitch dark by 7pm, so we had to spend a lot of time in our room instead. instead of playing water sports, we rented a car and headed out to tanjung pinang the next day. oh and we were so close to getting into a car accident! our driver managed to save us from a quick maneuver though.... but i still ended up w a really big, fat and ugly bruise on my leg, which actually did heal itself only after one whole month. we came back to the resort and did henna tattoo too, that thing lasted for a week. it was a good trip w ong goodfren nonetheless, i wantz another trip in the near future!! and perhaps w the all my girls too mwwaaaa

*chants* mr painter lokey where are you????

October 19, 2011

November Blue,

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the idea of spending an entire month without you is killing me....

October 16, 2011

I want a love that's crazy, yeah

here's to another round of shameless vid of myself,
i always sound so awkward when i talk in front of the lens.

@ sean's cousin's wedding dinner two weeks ago,
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my first time receiving poker cards as wedding door gift, there was a giant pen along w it too. so cute isnt it?
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l: sean and myself, tgt w the chosen one.... green lantern srsly just appear from nowhere.
r: pearlyn(sean's sis) and her bf, teck.
and we have another wedding dinner to attend tmr, another cousin of sean's getting married!

newayz, all time low on 6th oct was rad even though there was a huge storm that night. i blogged about how much i longed for it, and i had no idea it was going to be like this because i didnt know there were so many ATL fans in singapore srsly. they were relatively unknown when i started liking them few years back. the crowd was insane, i was insane. havent headbanged and jumped so much for the longest time, really partied like it was my civil right (haha lyrics from i feel like dancin') plus i even crashed my cam. got to repeat i was so stoked when their show's announced officially, afterall i've waited for years just to watch them play my favorite song. got into wavehouse a little after 6pm, and it started pouring so bad, the crew threw ponchos from the stage (which we didnt find it helpful at all), everyone didn't give a damn about having a poncho or not, especially when we couldnt stand those things blocking our sight. the rain did not stop afterall, we stood for close to three hours in the rain before the opening band, TDR played their set to warm us a little. i hate how we have to wait so long before every gig, and three hours was just too long! got so restless and almost went into my sleepmode. but i'd like to think that i've waited for a few years, three hours is nothing. haha i'm pretty delusional like that.
the lights were dimmed for the second time, and yes we knew that was the moment when art of state blasted through the speakers. note, it was still drizzling but it didnt dampen our mood. ATL started off with do you want me dead, damned if i do ya damned if i dont - and so on. in fact, i've alr memorised the full set list before heading down that day lol. somewhere into the show, fangirls threw bras up on stage just like any other ATL show. what's an ATL show without bras, sex talk and boobs? jack hanged those bras on his mike stand, and had 'nice boobs' written on his guitar. my favorite part of the show was definitely during jasey rae, coffeeshop soundtrack, remembering sunday, therapy and dear maria (ok sorry i know that's a lot of favorites). notice all these are songs from their older records. i loved all of them. now even sean's obsessed w ATL's older record (he keep quoting me lyrics from their songs!!!) i love how he make it an effort and take note of my favorite songs. all in all, last thurs was just one hell of an experience, a show that i'll never forget. my life, complete.

w kenneth, the oc guys, and friends:
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the only decent pica from my cam before my cam died on me, the set when alex's singing remembering sunday:
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check out glenn's page, he was so lucky to be able to shoot atl backstage!
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hi jack haha
xx

October 12, 2011

Endlessly,


the cab - endlessly

there's a shop down the street/ where they sell plastic rings/ for a quarter a piece i swear it/ yeah i know that it's cheap/ not like gold in your dreams/ but I hope that you'll still wear it
yeah, the ink may stain my skin/ and my jeans may all be ripped/ i'm not perfect, but i swear i'm perfect for you
and there's no guarantee that this'll be easy /it's not a miracle you need/ believe me/ yeah i'm no angel/ i'm just me/ but i will love you endlessly/ wings aren't what you need/ you need me
there's a house on the hill/ with a view of the town/ and i know how you adore it/ so i'll work everyday/ through the sun and the rain/ until i can afford it
yeah your friends might think i'm crazy/ but they can only see/ i'm not perfect, but i swear i'm perfect for you

i must say my sept/oct holiday was pretty fruitful. i got myself a job (need to use that money to pay for my trip and to learn driving), met up w my girls every now and then, and went on many little adventures w the boy. i managed to engage myself w lots of me-time, and i love it. i like being alone sometimes. oh and there was ATL!! best night of my life. still, quite satisfied w myself even though i did not check the whole list from the list i made previously, at least i did complete more than fifty percent of the activities stated. i love making lists.. man i do feel good now.

some recent picas as well as overdued ones to share - last two days of work,
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a small part of the registry, i work on these documents.. and probably few hundreds more of those. i also got my three colleagues and supervisor a little something before i left.
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and here's how my work place looks like. i like my job because it's not deskbound, i get to travel every single day - up and down the whole building collecting mails, as well as in and out the office, to the museums and to the post office. admin isn't as boring as you think it is! or maybe just what i was doing. but i sure had had some fun.
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philo treated margeret and myself to lunch! margeret's leaving two weeks after me, both of us are temp staffs on contract. chatted over lunch and that was when i found out so much about their lifes and some of our colleague's life - about how much they love their parents, their husbands, and of course, their children. how they watched their children grow and now, all obtaining their degrees, masters, getting married this and that. i think it's really amazing, and i can sense how much love they have for them, they feel proud for their children. such lovely people out there. also, i cant help but to get all teary while listening. haha im so bad at this, cant hold back my tears haha, but such love... makes me feel lousy again. really should do something about my life. sigh this is what happens when you work w people much older than yourself.... so much to learn from them. also, thank you uncle gabriel for the marks and spencer's goodies! he got me so much goodies, and before i handed him my access card and left, "just remember me when you take your first bite" hahaha why so cute.

random night at butter w the girls (after idk how long),
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really pretty galaxy backdrop, had to snap a pica for keepsake
still managed to head to work the next day, and only more awake.

hari-raya openhouse at wati's,
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wati/gayfriend invited me over to her place for hari raya celebration, so good to see her after so long!

porn's sexy thai food w jm, hy and cj,
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stuffed chicken wings, kangkong, some random chicken dish, tomyam pot, and red curry
gosh i love thai food so much.... cant wait to have a taste of authentic thai food at bkk. also, i'm gonna bring sean to jai thai (sher's mom's restaurant, hehe really good) one day man.

shwenz's 18th,
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met these girls for dinner on a random friday night, and celebrated shwen's birthday! hehe we looked so happy here, looking forward to the new sem w these girls (tgt w jp who cant make it that day)

and on the same night after shwen's, supper at 126 w my girls! sean turns into seanlina for a few hours heh heh,
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picas of food at cx's, i'm lazy to resize all of them before posting up. love the dimsum there, the cheecheongfun was so goooood!!

will do a separate post on atl's and the weekends w my boy sometime later, i have like four weekends worth of photos to post on my little space here... well, looking forward to dinner w the boy later. he's booking out in a jiffy :)