October 29, 2012

i'm okay.

here i am trying to convince myself that i'm okay. i'm okay i'm okay i'm okay.
the next moment? eight fucking servings of milk and special k down my system. look right there, i said eight. yes at one fucking am. that's not even okay? i'm feeling so bloated now, i dont even want to look at myself anymore. i finally found out what i am good at, so damn good at playing pretend.

i'm okay i'm okay i'm okay.

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k-ay.

there, i think 'i'm okay' just lost it's meaning. i'm actually feeling pretty pathetic, empty, and crushed. but i'm okay. i'm speechless again.

1 comment:

Lishwen Ng said...

<3 <3 <3