January 22, 2013

"Self-pity is our worst enemy and if we yield to it, we can never do anything wise in this world." - helen keller.

the enemy always wins, right? or at least for yet another time round. this self hating shit is fogging my entire vision and i really dont know how not to wallow in self pity. i think my mind is dysfunctional. either that, or i'm just pretty much destroyed, emotionally, and living in a fucking squirrel cage. relationship management final paper in a few hours, lol crap piece a joke. i cant even manage my own emotions. i guessed that explains how i failed my test back in december, lol k now i know. gosh, i feel so awful. i really do.

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